Race and The Case of Disappearing Again

Over the past few months I’ve been sharing art on Instagram, drafting a few posts to share here and reminding myself why I love WordPress: it is decentralized. It is not the same as Twitter or Facebook. My blog is here, it’s mine and I can link you to it. You can jump to any of my posts, search this blog, see its archives and categories (and its way safer than tumblr).

Other sites? Sure I can link you to my account but you have to scroll through a myriad of posts. Also there’s just something about a blog that feels right and owned by you. Do people even blog anymore??

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The Case for Diminished Dragonboys – Pohl

“Stand in line! 3, 2, 1.”
There is a loud pitter-patter of paws and feet
and constant chatters and whispers.
The boys stand side by side
All of them are draped in a gown of light fabric, drapery and jewels that leave little to the imagination
and nothing in the back
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Proverbial Spin 001 (snipplet)

This is just a small snipplet from a little book I’d like to do. However…it’s proving to be hard (like everything else in my life). I’ll put it on the back burner after I fix character bios (I haven’t made a post about that yet, you can find my characters at Toyhouse.se/dragonchild)

This particular poem-story can be sung along to the melody of Yami no Rinne by kukui.

/Drifting, peacefully, among the stars

shielded from fate

lightly, the dust leaves

Weary eyes awaken at last

/How long has it been? since we’ve known to see? Dont answer that.

I don’t want to know how long it’s been

since she last spoke to me…

/”We will be back and we’ll come with ships of gold.” This is what I said long before I left. “We will bridge the gap for all pitiful souls. We’ll give meaning to dreadful existence.”

/The holograms project a scene

Emptiness abounds my heart

How long were we out?

/Where do we grow from there?

Where do I trace the lines of a shattered life? I don’t know why.

All I have known has ceased to be. How can we grow from immense death?

Thank you for readiiiiing!!! I know it’s short but I can’t show it all. Spin’s song is (c) 2018 by L’Poni Baldwin! Please consider donating to my ko-Fi to help me out~!

How hard is it to create After Effects, Paint Tool SAI/CSP and MMD alternatives for iOS? My Plea to Developers.

Prepare yourself for another post about why I think MMD and After Effects alternatives are possible on the iPad Pro.

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Why I like the New Winx Club (A Comparison and a Review)

I should really paste this here….

Star Point Mansion

At first I hated the new Winx Club. I’m a veteran Winx-fan, I’ve seen all the episodes in the series (except the Darkness Bloom saga), watched all the movies on YouTube, brought one of the toys, and I know all about the series’ lore. When I heard they were bringing it back I said, “I thought it wasn’t cancelled.”

After doing a bit of Googling I heard of the series special and that they were bingin in people from iCarly. iCARLY! I hate that damn show with a burning passion of a meteorite. Then I heard Keke Palmer would be joining the cast. Nickelodeon was too lazy to rehire the old voice actors, so they ruin my childhood dream with new ones from shows I detest.

So the series special crammed the first season into four specials, excluded my favorite two songs “We Are the Winx” and “It Feels Like…

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Back again lmao

Ok so……my mental state has been strange. I don’t know how to explain it yet. I’m coming back to this blog again but this time I’m just going to post a lot of stories here in hopes that I regain my readership and that people will donate to support me.

I need to reorganize this blog -.-

Let the ride begin (again)


This This THIS. It is important.

Writing While Human

I’m going to say something, and it is astounding to me that this is controversial: creative people should be paid for their work.

Writers. Artists. Speakers. Bloggers. Film makers. Sculptors. Musicians. Graphic designers. Actors. Directors. Set designers. Textile artists. Landscapers. All of them.

I’ve heard the most assinine reasons given for why these people should NOT be paid. Most of the time it’s “exposure!” Translation: everyone will see your work here and will want to hire you for other work! Which is ridiculous, because no other industry works like that. Imagine seeing these ads …

“Design a database for one of our clients and you’ll be added to our list of database developers. Our website sees tons of traffic, and they will all see your name! EXPOSURE!”

“Teach in our school for a semester and parents will be clamoring for their school to hire you for real! EXPOSURE!”

“Work for…

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It was at this moment Poni knew…she flucked up

Yes…I know I skipped yesterday’s story. The reason being:

a) I forgot and it was late. I don’t want to be late again.

b) I lost interest.

The last point about losing interest is important. I intended to write stories taking place in my dragon universe but somehow that didn’t happen. I needed a THEME—a single universe; like that Steven Universe fic I made. If Steven Universe was the theme I could’ve done a bunch of flash fics on that. I could’ve used prompts better. So guess what I’m doing now?

I’m going to try again next month. I will have a theme too. The stories will star characters from Syncsrithia, a m/m dragon story I’m creating. Also I’m starting Sicaria: a serial novel told through poetry. It’ll be about Sylvio and Josh (finally).

Also these stories will be going onto Wattpad. I was thinking “how do I get my stories to a wider audience???” because Facebook and Twitter don’t do a damn thing for me at the moment. Then it came to me! WATTPAD! It’s perfect ❤ kinda…if I market and promote right.

So to reiterate, I’m moving next month’s flash stories and all forthcoming stories to Wattpad. My username there is thedrsgongoddess.

I’ll still post stories here but they’ll most likely be excerpts. This blog doesn’t see much action, even with me back on it, and for it to see action I need to expand my audience. Wattpad is the place for that. (It sucks a lot less than fanfiction.net).

Remember, my Wattpad is http://www.wattpad.com/thedrsgongoddess

I won’t be changing it to Oshidoshi. I like my dragon username too much.

Revamping Progress

Today I am pulling all content from the D&C document and I’m now realizing how much shit (I use that word lovingly) I wrote. Seriously. It’s a lot and I CANNOT believe I unleashed all of THAT upon the world. I need to trim it and FAST o_o I haven’t a clue what to cut but God/Jesus will help me figure it out.

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The Painter (Poetry)

Swish, swish, the brush goes
Swish and swish and swish
When there is no more ink
–No more inspiration,
the brush becomes a knife
and the paint becomes blood.

Ohhhh, you did not deserve this
A victim of a man’s unspoken public crime
He needed to paint, he wanted to paint
Inspiration had gone but he thought–

He thought he’d make a painting of you.

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Where is ALI PROJECT’s New Album?

I’m probably sure I’m talking to a brick wall (no one ever comments) but I’m wondering this: WHERE is ALI PROJECT’s new album????

It’s May and we haven’t heard anything from them except a new single. They usually release two (count it: two) albums per year: an experimental album and a strings album.

There isn’t any news on anything.

Maybe they’re on tour? I haven’t checked their site but their lyricswikia page is usually updated about their new things. There was nothing there except the single.

Is everything okay with them? Is Katakura-Sama sick again?

What is going on?